Promoting my own fabric and product line: toga and headscarf :D:D:D

John has been noticing that I've been irritable and tired lately, so he's been asking "Are you ok" and "How are you feeling" a lot. I hate it when people ask me that, especially teachers or employers. Most of the time, what I want to say is "I want to fling myself off of a bridge because you drive me to the edge of despair," but you can't really ( Read more... )

A symptom of ADHD is that constant picking of random objects will be developed as a hideous habit that cannot be fixed. I.cannot.stop. ARGH. I can't sit still long enough to even write this entry and I'm so distract I can't make myself finish my homework.


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My sleeping schedule is screwed up, along with my mentality and my lack of sympathy for the people around me. What, you're behind on homework? I don't care. You're failing? I laugh. You're depressed? Me too ( Read more... )

I can't focus today. My eyes glaze over from what appears to be weariness. I'm desperately keeping track of my schedule for all the tasks I'm doing in school, but I'm starting to feel a little behind. I hate corporate identity. I hate branding. I hate that this semester is all about corporate identity and branding. Ugh, I want to say, screw you ( Read more... )

One more project done. I'm breathing a little easier. I've succeeded in exploring different design styles without taking away part of my essence in my designs. The John Hughes Film Festival was a success. Hopefully John likes it because I am proud of it. I was able to create a system consisting of several pieces of designs that work together as a ( Read more... )

This is what I started with for my deck of playing cards design. These-which took me a whole day's work to do were abandoned because my teacher didn't think they were part of a system. I know he's right, but I hate myself for wasting so much time on them. And I hate it even more that I couldn't use any of it.


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I did some edits for The Princess Bride title sequence. I'm afraid it might be too image heavy. It plays fine on my computer, but considering my Mac is only a year old and it has a very good processor, I'm afraid it lags quite a bit on other computers. I tested it on the school computer, which is a little bit older, and it has a difficult time ( Read more... )

Clearly Flash and I are not agreeing. I've been filled with worry and self-doubt. Can I pull this off? Every night I go to bed worrying about my title sequence. I'm constantly aware of the weight it bears on me. And again, I can't believe I've bitten off more than I can chew. There are so many pretty ideas in my head, but my flaw is that I've ( Read more... )

I went to the Champa new year's festival tonight in hopes of being able to meet and listen to one of my favorite singers, but instead, he didn't show. I waited until 9 pm, then went home disappointed. I'm assuming he would show up later, but I have a ton of homework that I have yet to work on and tomorrow I was asked to work, so I couldn't wait at ( Read more... )